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Having a rough time

Landry11171994

Landry11171994

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I feel this man I dont have any answer I'm going through alot right now too.
 
letmein

letmein

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just filling you all in..

I've qui my stupid thinking about tomorrow, what I did was a good thing, if they don't think so then so be it, its for them and their god.

I'm NOT killing myself over another human

I made it out last night to a support group but was triggered and didn't settle well

I ahve 20 minutes ago self medicated with sleeper and pain killers (NOT A OD)

I aim to sleep soon


love you guys.. xx
 
letmein

letmein

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hello folks...

I didn't post yesterday as it was an Odd day, a day I'd set to end my life..


I'm glad i didn#'t it was an OK day... I even had a night out...

life is odd, so I'm not cured, I'm still low/very confused about shit.. but alive.

hope you are too (alive not confused)
 
J

jack black

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letmein, many of us don't care much for life, but we keep on alive to prevent a huge suffering to our loved ones. if you feel unsafe, can you admit yourself to a hospital? that's what hospitals are for.
 
Jess96

Jess96

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i have doe the group but it didn't click with me, too far away, too much with it all been men, feel i need female input.... also hit a ultra low with my ex" :( didn't relaise how much I "need" her to care... twice in six days she's hit out at me (while still texting sending picture wanting me to reassure her, telling me about her new boyfriend etc) I'm in a mess again now.... i'm not suicidal but my thoughts are very dark again... i want a out" to this pain... I'm 54 and 40 years in i need a break if only for a few months... so low.
Hi let me in I know what it’s like to just want a break just for a little while to turn that voice in your head off it’s exhausting and we have to fight everyday , I’m sorry you are being tormented by your ex that’s really not a nice thing today. I think it would maybe helpful go you to do some self love things that’s make you feel good little things like for me it’s having a relaxing bath you deserve to love yourself you can do this 🤛 your a strong person from what I have read times where you have wanted to give up and you keep fighting everyday you are loved, you are important and you do matter !!
 
letmein

letmein

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thank you.. a bit brighter today.
 
letmein

letmein

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not so good today..... bit unsafe.... scary thoughts..
 
daffy

daffy

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Yes do what Lu says and look for something more positive as an avatar so at least when you come on the forum you’ll see something more assertive
 
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