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MisterMichael

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You poor man---Remember these rough and trying times. There will be better days and this is only for a season. Just like Winter has passed and Spring is coming---better and happy days are always ahead too. Hang in there fight for your sanity and do what it takes to CLAW YOUR WAY out of this. Get professional help and follow it. A lot of people are rooting for you here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 
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letmein

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just checking in folks...

saying hello...
 
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letmein

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about a 4 on the doors..... just had bad turn so i've taken some meds and come to bed...
 
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letmein

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trigger day!!!!

hit the low end of things today......... self medicated again at 3 pm...... first time in days I've over used...


trying to sort shit out...


seeing a window to a world your no long in...
 
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MisterMichael

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Hey, Relax because there will always be better days. There have been days that I would just SCREAM as loud as I could and truly didn't see any hope or give a shit about anything. A man that DIDN"T CARE and I MEAN DIDN"T CARE!!!! Just like a bad cold, or winter we just had or many other things---it will get better. Winter WILL come again but always realize that it will pass. The hurricane finally did blow itself out. Even with the mess left behind - it moved on and we MUST PICK UP what is left and re-build. Easy to say when you are in a whirlwind and can't even seem to know which way is up but it is what it is. Fight for all you worth because it is all you got. You can do this.
 
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letmein

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can't post too much as my eyes are full of tears

i failed today to get to my brothers, I saw a friend and it was all too much..

had to come home..

useless man.
 
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letmein

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cAN i just go?

why is it so unfair.. if god took me my daughter would be able to grive for me normaly...

i can't take myself away, I'm too scared..

I can't keep on living this life.

i am broken in two.
 
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letmein

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just self medicated again

such a struggle

there is no hope

i can't see anythig ahead.


if anyoe knows a way inbox me. I'll try anything.
 
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letmein

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you cant carry on like this we need to find a solution and answer xxxx
its hell hunny..... been here for 7 years on and off....

not better off now that i was then when they put me on prozac.

only thing is i still care so much, have soem much passion for others but not me... i couldnt see the homeless guys go without adrik today they were sleeping in the rain.. I hope thats OK with you?


life is UNFAIR I know billions worse off than me.. but i am so ill... i know i am... i keep looking at suicide stuff online.

why can t these thoughts go away? I keep crying again.....

sorry :( I really shoudle nd it
 
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