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Having a rough time

letmein

letmein

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morning folks

sorry no joy with PiP :( and it looks like i've over the dro threshold now... so CaP are working for me to get sorted out.
 
letmein

letmein

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hello everyone

the last 48 hrs have been a little easier.... I have eaten well and my daughter has cleaned the whole place bar one room.... i can breath.. I really do need more help.
 
letmein

letmein

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so after yesterdays easier day I'm ack flat again..

i've slept most of today, oly getting up to eat bean stew my daughter had cooked (it was nice) I can't just attack the pills again so I'm trying to tough it out till 10 pm when i ca knock myself with my night time drugs....

its such a hell oof a life. I know so much etter than so many I just can't see the beautiful anymore.
 
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ShelbyTyke

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Oct 29, 2019
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St Thomas
i am scum

i hate me

my ex hates me

she sends me a photo message today of her happy family. I'm now an outcast.


please god call my number.
Sounds like your ex is trying to hurt you.
I feel horrible more often than not. I do not know how I survive,
I just keep fighting. But to be honest I did try to commit suicide and somehow they saved me.
Do not go down that road. There is help available from the forum.
 
letmein

letmein

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woke up feeling so low....


i can't face this road again.
 
letmein

letmein

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so low. I don't have an answer any more.

:(
 
Zig Zag

Zig Zag

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Hi Letmein please keep on going It will get better in time.You are moving slowly forward
 
letmein

letmein

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Hi Letmein please keep on going It will get better in time.You are moving slowly forward

thnaks I am just sick of this, 7 years I ahve been so ill....... the last 18 months have been hell........ I've fucked up so much. i know god hates me.
 
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ShelbyTyke

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hey just knowing folks ar eout there...... i could go to a support group tonight I just can't face getting dressed again today.. I mad eit out but in bed nnow... ready to get myself doped up..
Well go through hell and it is hell. I hope you do not have to stay there for long.
Try to get yourself out, a distraction might help. Just remember a distraction is just that, it’s no avoidance!
 
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