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letmein

letmein

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morning folks

sorry no joy with PiP :( and it looks like i've over the dro threshold now... so CaP are working for me to get sorted out.
 
letmein

letmein

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hello everyone

the last 48 hrs have been a little easier.... I have eaten well and my daughter has cleaned the whole place bar one room.... i can breath.. I really do need more help.
 
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letmein

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so after yesterdays easier day I'm ack flat again..

i've slept most of today, oly getting up to eat bean stew my daughter had cooked (it was nice) I can't just attack the pills again so I'm trying to tough it out till 10 pm when i ca knock myself with my night time drugs....

its such a hell oof a life. I know so much etter than so many I just can't see the beautiful anymore.
 
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ShelbyTyke

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i am scum

i hate me

my ex hates me

she sends me a photo message today of her happy family. I'm now an outcast.


please god call my number.
Sounds like your ex is trying to hurt you.
I feel horrible more often than not. I do not know how I survive,
I just keep fighting. But to be honest I did try to commit suicide and somehow they saved me.
Do not go down that road. There is help available from the forum.
 
letmein

letmein

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woke up feeling so low....


i can't face this road again.
 
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letmein

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so low. I don't have an answer any more.

:(
 
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Zig Zag

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Hi Letmein please keep on going It will get better in time.You are moving slowly forward
 
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letmein

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Hi Letmein please keep on going It will get better in time.You are moving slowly forward

thnaks I am just sick of this, 7 years I ahve been so ill....... the last 18 months have been hell........ I've fucked up so much. i know god hates me.
 
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ShelbyTyke

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hey just knowing folks ar eout there...... i could go to a support group tonight I just can't face getting dressed again today.. I mad eit out but in bed nnow... ready to get myself doped up..
Well go through hell and it is hell. I hope you do not have to stay there for long.
Try to get yourself out, a distraction might help. Just remember a distraction is just that, it’s no avoidance!
 
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Keeptrying32

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i am scum

i hate me

my ex hates me

she sends me a photo message today of her happy family. I'm now an outcast.


please god call my number.
Why do you think your sum? We all make mistakes and we all have thoughts like this at times but we can't let out thoughts take us over. I'm not downplaying how you feel because I've been there. Your ex doesnt hate you but what when the time is right and its going to take time you wont hurt so much from that but you will start feeling relief. I hope you feel better. Nobody is perfect and plus perfect is boring!
 
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letmein

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so low today folks... if you speak to the big guy upstairs have a word for e
 
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letmein

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still so low.

i feel it is getig out of control. I am not safe.

this is madness I let her trigger me last week, the my head goes off ia dirction.

i can see a dark cloud sat waiting for me
 
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