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Having a rough time

dubblemonkey

dubblemonkey

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i am scum

i hate me

my ex hates me

she sends me a photo message today of her happy family. I'm now an outcast.


please god call my number.
you are wonderful lovely
 
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dubblemonkey

dubblemonkey

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yeah I hear you letmein

you go do what you have to do

stay strong
 
letmein

letmein

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what can I do to help? xxx

i'm not sure I know any longer .... so confussed

I ahve phoned my psych team they are writing to me, i have the crisis number @ hand

I got out today but it was messy in the end...

very selfish, very angry

:(
 
dubblemonkey

dubblemonkey

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i'm not sure I know any longer .... so confussed

I ahve phoned my psych team they are writing to me, i have the crisis number @ hand

I got out today but it was messy in the end...

very selfish, very angry

:(
hold on
 
dubblemonkey

dubblemonkey

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please be safe....

I know what it's like to be hanging all your emotions out there

please be safe
 
letmein

letmein

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morning folks..

i hit abig bump today. I was very low/scared..

I have manaed to get soem rice ad chicken in from the local shop so its not too bad... but i have had well, resprt to pills.

this is hell.... i thought one day it would be easier.. but its not.

I'm not scared for me any more, I am happy to go now.. Life has been too much for me, I've never really fitted in..

Its my beatufil daughter, I don't want to hurt her.... I have never been the best dad in the world but taking my own life is't fair on her...

i ams o sorry for ever being born.
 
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