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megirl

megirl

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Hi there,
Sounds like you are going through hell.
We are here for you,
Life can get better believe me
How can we support you today
 
megirl

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Please just keep posting and be here as you know we are here for you xx
megirl
 
letmein

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Hi there,
Sounds like you are going through hell.
We are here for you,
Life can get better believe me
How can we support you today

hey just knowing folks ar eout there...... i could go to a support group tonight I just can't face getting dressed again today.. I mad eit out but in bed nnow... ready to get myself doped up..
 
letmein

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thanks

i'v been out but so low.

i've eaten and self medicated again...... so i'm away to my bed to sleep
 
letmein

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woke this morning in a really bad way...... stuff inside my head, pure O/revenge/murder stuff..

i can't cope. I really can't. i spent my last tenner on abit of food a coffee for me and the homeless guy..... I can't turn to anyone i have used all my avenues up.

not taken a bath in three monthis now... not shaved for two.... not cleaned my home in over six months, i am a disgrace.

there is an answer, I'm scared i'm heading towards it. :( i realy feel today could be my endgame.
 
dubblemonkey

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anyone who admits that they are bad?

are typically pushed that way by someone who is exactly that!
 
dubblemonkey

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letmein....I don't know you please be safe
 
letmein

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sorry so lost

am off to take some mds see if i can't calm down (NOT A OD) i have been off my psych meds for nearly two weeks which i know is a big mistake...

my head is so unclear stupid voices in there...
 
letmein

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managed to eat

chickenn cob but back in my cell... not bene in my living room in weeks now....
 
letmein

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i think this is it.

I am done.

I ahve a plan made.

the pain has to stop.
 
Zig Zag

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LETMEIN STOP AND THINK A MOMENT TOMORROW COULD BE A BETTER DAY FOR YOU. EVERY ONE GETS GOOD DAYS ITS CALLED KARMA :hug5:
 
letmein

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LETMEIN STOP AND THINK A MOMENT TOMORROW COULD BE A BETTER DAY FOR YOU. EVERY ONE GETS GOOD DAYS ITS CALLED KARMA :hug5:

just taken some pain killers and sleeping tablets to calm down NOT A OD

just sick of this life... can't remember the last time i felt happy.
 
letmein

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Please just keep posting and be here as you know we are here for you xx
megirl
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i think i'm done.. it feels over. like i have run out of time and space.... things will collapse this weekend.. I can't cover my bills...

I feel so much like hurting myself or others... my Pure O is manic. I missed my psych team last week..

i think suicide is the oly answer.
 
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