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Having a rough time

letmein

letmein

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Hang in there. Something will change and it will not be what you think. I have thought about taking my life but it is cold and dark on the other side-and I am afraid of the dark and I hate to be cold. Hugs and love Jules
thank you
 
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Sarabi_Gyarados

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Hi OP. I am so sorry to hear that you are in so much pain. Please don't leave us. You are still needed in this world. The world needs your sensitivity and kindness and gentleness. Please don't check out of it quite yet. We are here for you.
 
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Sarabi_Gyarados

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I think some of our journeys are harder than others for whatever reason, but there can be something strangely beautiful in that, especially when we can connect like this and share our pain. You are not truly alone, because we can all understand you, even if your life experience is different from ours.

I used to watch a show called Xena. Xena was a character who had a dark and traumatic past who went on to redeem herself. She felt like giving up many times but kept going. Sometimes we need these lessons in real life too. Keep going. Just keep swimming. 5 minutes at a time.
 
letmein

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hello folks, sorry not had chanc eto catch up the last few days..

so my exit" day passed and I don't know how I feel, I think happy for still being here, my daughter was very upset ssaturday and I was able to offer her support... so I felt good yesterday, although very hungover she seemed ok and pigged out on the sofa all day!!! bless her..


life is funny old thing ay?

How are you?
 
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Tombomb

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Hi all maybe u can help but im thinking about my nephews and nieces. One feels good about starting school an the other two well not so well. U have any advice for the other two because they are getting pushed i feel a little too hard by parents because they are a little drawn back. Im making a attempt too be as understanding as possible but if U may relate a little id like ur advice ? Im kinda new but its a little weird I sign up on Christmas Night for all nights. Holidays are kinda tough I guess thats why i reached out that night.
 
letmein

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TRIGGER


hello folks, sorry i have not been around.... I hot crisis and had an issue. 19 days in to soemthig and i'm really in a mess..

i had an emergency appointment with my threapist today but he was a no-show... I wasted an hour but i know he would have good reason not to turn up @ the centre... the issue we have here is i can only conntact him via a third party, stupid nhs!
anyway I thought i was OK till an hour and half ago. i'm not. the issue is there, big fat and ugly!!!!!!!

i have set a date, not really for anything just apoint to hang onto.. this is crazy now. I'm months away from being asked to go into hospital and i'm starting to crack again...


i don't SH but so close to it... i need an outlet for this pain.... pills don't make me sleep any more... i just take more nad more

everyone has been lied too...... family/daughter/friends. :( those of you here that "know" n]]know....
 
letmein

letmein

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very dark days again

I'm so ill.... set myself a fe days to work things out and if not I will make other plans...

I've had too much help, and its not enough to save me

i am scum. i have no value in life any more :(
 
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Tombomb

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Looks like u are holding others to a higher standards. I like the fact u care so much that u think u are beneanth others. Most people in are world never even think twice about hurting an stepping all others. So when u do heal take ur issues an do it the right way because u are aware about how to treat people. Maybe it will help but its ok if i just am rambling
 
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You are not’scum’ and I’m sure you are valuable to slot of people in your life. Please take care love freckles xx
 
letmein

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hello everyone..

i needed some time away so just chekcing in and see how you all are?

I am very very low, if my mood is no better tomorrow i'm checkig in with services... I have been "used" the last few weeks, I trusted soemone but agan they have let me down.


i hope you guys are safe.

xx
 
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letmein,
Please do get in touch with mental health services,
Sometimes people let us down,
Hope things work out with your friend.

Anyway at the moment you do need to focus on you and you mental health.

So put you first as you do deserve it.
 
letmein

letmein

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hi guys just saying hello... I am very poorly. just staying alive xx
 
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Hi there,
Sounds like you are going through hell.
We are here for you,
Life can get better believe me
How can we support you today
 
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