today has been bad.... 48hrs of hell since sunday.
Yeah, it's been so hard. I am living one hour at a time and my goal is to stay alive till my doctor's appointment on thursday. Overdozing every day makes it challenging though. I had some serious symptoms today but I think I will make it. I went to hospital yesterday to beg they would take me in psych ward but there was no room so have to make it to Thursday.