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Having a rough time

letmein

letmein

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hi guys and thanks

date went OK" we chatted for two hours.... nice country pub.... but zero spark... but she had saidon the phone she was only looking for friendship (she can't be physical and dosn't want to be)

lots of interesting facts about her, she's a life coach so used to seeing peopel who are stuck.... we ended up being more like a bussiness meetig in the end... but she's offered me a free session if i want it... I said maybe we could do lunch next time.

shall see, glad i went, spent more on food on the way home as she's eaten before we got there, i was bloody starving all I could think of was curry!
 
letmein

letmein

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within the last hour my mood has crashed so low.

all i can think is for me to "go"

I have to stay for my daughter.

christ please help me.
 
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universalaura

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May 9, 2019
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Location
Belfast
Stay strong. "This too shall pass" and when you come out the other side you will be full of wisdom, life experience and a new zest for life. Hang in there friend :)
 
letmein

letmein

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so ill

can't see much hope, voices in my head.... had to take meds to try and clam down...

i really can't do this any longer.
 
Mayflower7

Mayflower7

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Hi
Do you have a crisis team you can phone
I'm sorry you are struggling
Hold on things can get easier
The Samaritans can help to
Take care
 
letmein

letmein

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seven years this cycle of depression has lasted, its cost me a small fortune, a failed relationship and friends..

i have total hate for myself now, I would if i was stronger walk away... i'm no idea how to fix anythig right now
 
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Nina998

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Mar 31, 2019
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Finland
I am here. They put me home from the psych ward. Too early. I agreed but now I see I won't make it at home. I can't pull this through. This life.
 
letmein

letmein

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just checking in roller coasted 48 hrs here

just stabled myself up
 
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dragonboy46

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May 16, 2017
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I'm here for you Nina. I have gone through worst and not received anything. Consider yourself lucky :)
 
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