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Have you found anything that helped with Anhedonia?

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Zarathustra

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Hi

I was diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia 8 years ago. Recently I was put on different meds and have been clean of psychosis for about a year. This is supposed to be good news, but now I face a different problem. I have total anhedonia, social and physical. This is probably due to being a symptom of schizophrenia and being on max dose Clozapine and Geodon for 3 years.

While in a psychosis the anhedonia doesn't feel so bad, because you know you are supposed to be miserable, but now that I am clean it is hitting me pretty hard. I am supposed to be happy and looking forward to life, but i cant. I talked to my doctor about it, but he said all he can do is lower my dose a bit. The thing is, I know this won't work, since I went of all my meds for about a year and still experienced the anhedonia. At least in a psychosis I could imagine that being clean would be better, but now that I am, I am in some sort of limbo. Nothing negative, but not even the possibility of anything positive, since my brain cant process joy or satisfaction. The last year I had a really good year on paper, I finally finished my degree, got my drivers licence and even got my anxiety under control, but I cant get any pleasure or satisfaction from it. It makes me think about the point of achieving anything if all I can do is bounce between misery and neutral.

Has anyone else experienced total anhedonia and found anything that helped with it? I could really use some help.

Thanks
 
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boudreauj4

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I also have near total anhedonia. Life feels so meaningless when nothing seems to give me pleasure. I don't get the sense of satisfaction when I complete a difficult or simple task. I stopped doing all the hobbies I used to do because it seems pointless to do them when I get no pleasure from doing them. It appears that there is nothing I can do to resolve this. I think the last thing I used to enjoy was eating and having a really good cup of coffee, but now the pleasure from that has even mostly disappeared. I still have to eat because I still feel hunger, but I don't feel pleasure from eating good foods anymore. I just eat to stop the hunger.

One book that might help you, but didn't really help me is Living With Schizophrenia: An Holistic Approach to Understanding, Preventing and Recovering from Negative Symptoms.....by John Watkins. Sorry, but I don't remember much in the book except that it deals with negative symptoms. Maybe avolition (another negative symptom) prevented me from initiating any of the things this book suggested to combat the negative symptoms.

I also take Geodon but the anhedonia started many years before this when I was on risperidone. It wasn't until I started Geodon that I suddenly started becoming more active and started getting home projects done that had been piling up for the last 7 years.
 
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mexxem

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Hi

I was diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia 8 years ago. Recently I was put on different meds and have been clean of psychosis for about a year. This is supposed to be good news, but now I face a different problem. I have total anhedonia, social and physical. This is probably due to being a symptom of schizophrenia and being on max dose Clozapine and Geodon for 3 years.

While in a psychosis the anhedonia doesn't feel so bad, because you know you are supposed to be miserable, but now that I am clean it is hitting me pretty hard. I am supposed to be happy and looking forward to life, but i cant. I talked to my doctor about it, but he said all he can do is lower my dose a bit. The thing is, I know this won't work, since I went of all my meds for about a year and still experienced the anhedonia. At least in a psychosis I could imagine that being clean would be better, but now that I am, I am in some sort of limbo. Nothing negative, but not even the possibility of anything positive, since my brain cant process joy or satisfaction. The last year I had a really good year on paper, I finally finished my degree, got my drivers licence and even got my anxiety under control, but I cant get any pleasure or satisfaction from it. It makes me think about the point of achieving anything if all I can do is bounce between misery and neutral.

Has anyone else experienced total anhedonia and found anything that helped with it? I could really use some help.

Thanks
hi, i also have majour anhodenia - all i can suggest is what i do - keep up with excersices and your hobbies you pick day after day after day till they become habiit - probably the best we can wish for with bad anhodenia but hey its better than doing nothing all day.... and especially i must push for exercise - it is easy and habit forming and while it doesn’t give pleasure it gives your body a pleasurable feeling....
 
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KS12

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Hi

I was diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia 8 years ago. Recently I was put on different meds and have been clean of psychosis for about a year. This is supposed to be good news, but now I face a different problem. I have total anhedonia, social and physical. This is probably due to being a symptom of schizophrenia and being on max dose Clozapine and Geodon for 3 years.

While in a psychosis the anhedonia doesn't feel so bad, because you know you are supposed to be miserable, but now that I am clean it is hitting me pretty hard. I am supposed to be happy and looking forward to life, but i cant. I talked to my doctor about it, but he said all he can do is lower my dose a bit. The thing is, I know this won't work, since I went of all my meds for about a year and still experienced the anhedonia. At least in a psychosis I could imagine that being clean would be better, but now that I am, I am in some sort of limbo. Nothing negative, but not even the possibility of anything positive, since my brain cant process joy or satisfaction. The last year I had a really good year on paper, I finally finished my degree, got my drivers licence and even got my anxiety under control, but I cant get any pleasure or satisfaction from it. It makes me think about the point of achieving anything if all I can do is bounce between misery and neutral.

Has anyone else experienced total anhedonia and found anything that helped with it? I could really use some help.

Thanks
You should read "The Latch Key Kid", by M J Hughes. This kids view on Anhedonia completely helped me put my thoughts into perspective. The things the poor thing has to go through and how he actually uses Anhedonia to cope, it completely blew me away and changed my life for the better, I hope it can help others too. Just search Amazon for Anhedonia and scroll down to 'The Latch Key Kid'. I've even joined a gym now ;) xx
 
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sarathornton

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Hi Katie, I am a professional psychologist and I can second your recommendation. I use 'The Latch Key Kid' as a reference book for my students and it explains Anhedonia in action very well. From a CBT perspective, the book is saying that thoughts are like clouds and when you latch onto a thought/cloud it evolves into a feeling/emotion, the author is saying that people with Anhedonia do not have the ability to reach the clouds and just helplessly watch them float by. Excellent recommendation Katie, to help others is the ultimate reward.
 
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