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MarlieeB

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You hate me as much as I hate me,
But that's ok,
Being hated is my way.

Throughout my life,
They all looked like,
Little Barbie Girls,
In their petty and obsessed little worlds.

They tell me to hurt,
And they are right.

They tell me I'm fat.
And they are right.

They must win one day.
Maybe that day is today.
 
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A poem? Seems like one. Not sure I agree with the sentiment though. You're not hated Marliee; quite the opposite in fact, you're so loved, at least on here. You're great. :hug: xxxx
 

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It's a poem reflecting on me.

Trying to do this distraction shit, not working. The chants hurt and I know what to do. I need to hurt.
 
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That was a beautiful poem, you're not hated marliee, you've got so much inner strength xx
 
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Sounds to me like your hurting badly inside...is there anyway you can journal or distract yourself. It's so very hard but try changing the thoughts....think of a time when you.were happy and strong and go there mentally....you are lived from North Dakota
 
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SS is right, you don't deserve to hurt. Hope you were able to stay safe my friend.:hug: xxx
 

MarlieeB

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The hateful aura fills the room,
The love tries to take over,
But the hate mourns the love,
Why do you hate yourself you ask,
Because that is what I have been told all my life.

The hatred is horrible,
Painful,
Sinful some may say,
Why do you hate yourself they ask,
Because that is what I have been told all my life.

Why do I hate myself I ask,
Because that is what I have been told all my life.
 
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I wish I had the words to say to wipe away the pain. So glad you made it through the night...I prayed for you!! You are worth it...God does not make junk!!
 
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It may be what you have been told but it is so not true. You are a lovely person. Just wish you could see that. Please dont hate yourself:hug1: xx
 
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