hate myself, hate my scars

diamondshine

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How do you balance the two? I hate myself so much, which is I guess where the SH comes in. But I hate the fact that I have scars. Even though they're in places that no-one really sees, I know they are there, I see them. And I hate them.

Every time I vow to myself that the last time I SH'd will be the last time, I manage a few months maybe, and then I'm back there. I want it to be worse, I want it to hurt more, but I don't want it to scar so bad. And I don't understand how to balance the two.

It's become a daily or more-than-daily thing now. I hate myself for doing it but I don't know what else to do. Am I making any sense at all? Or am I rambling as much as I fear I am?!
 
jezcoleman

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Nah, your making total sense. I dont know if you can balence the two, ive tried for a long time, even if i dont go deep, it still leaves a scar. Now, i have chosen to accept it, these scars are and will be part of me, its who i was, am and will be. Probably not much help for you, sorry. If you find a way to balence it please tell me.
 
NicoretteGummed

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I'm not wishing to make Light of this Issue as I've also got the Battle Scars to prove it.

But here's some straight forward Physical Practical advice regarding Physical Scars.

"Bio-Oil"-It's wonder stuff and really does heal scars over a suprisngly short term.

Just put about five drops in your bath and hey presto.!!
 

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