Thank you. ive been calling them daily as I feel so bad. someone mental health team called today and got mean pretty much saying not to call them as often But when I call them they always say call back if I need to so im confused
Please don't risk harming yourself more, you should be able to call when you need to.
I'm so sorry you don't feel listened to by the crisis team.
Some staff just don't understand self-harm etc, hoping you feel better very soon.
DyingAngel, this is quite common in my country, people needing urgent help get told to call certain numbers or go to a psychiatrist, but than get told of, or have to wait 3 to 6 months for an intake. Another 3 to 6 months before the treatment starts. Also the 'call someone, there's always somebody who wants to help you out' slogan, the only place I actually found that is on this site. And I found this site last night. It's a horrible search to find the correct person(s) who can help you.
I don't know if this is possible for you or will work in your case, but try to let a parent or sibling call them in your name. Let them say how afraid they are for your wellbeing. Sometimes a third person is the reason for them to take action.
DyingAngel, I'd rather call you FlyingAngel. I hope one day you will feel like one. Bless you.