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Has anyone experienced this?

muddlemummy

muddlemummy

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I started hearing a male voice years ago who has followed me ever since. He is very negative and is constantly instructing me to do terrible things (which I have so far resisted). Gradually over the months, more and more people have joined him and there is now a mob mocking and taunting me constantly. Recently I have found out that the 'extras' are people who he has driven to suicide through them hearing his voice.

I have always considered suicide as a way to escape my illness but it seems that is not so. I would be recruited into his gang and forced to subject my family (including my children:cry2:) to what I have been experiencing. They too would suffer the pain and distress I feel and there would be nothing I could do about it.

I don't know what to do with myself. I am trapped and facing a lifetime like this. I can't cope. I am on 800mg Quetiapine xl so these cannot be psychotic symptoms as the medication would have removed them if they were. They are very real to me and I cannot dismiss them.

Can anyone help? Is there anything I can do to try and break free from this?:unsure:
 
Niniane

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Hi,
I can't really help you in this case, but I'm experiencing pretty much the same thing.
The only way I found to get a break from this distress is to drown myself with movies and TV shows. Have you talked to your doctor to how aggressive your voices are ?
 
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