- Jul 30, 2021
- Los Angeles, CA
Hi guys. Since going through a severe bout of clinical depression since June, I have had two instances where my depression has gotten so bad, it’s like it actually hurts and feels like there’s a hole inside my head. I can best describe it as it’s as if whatever chemicals in my brain are supposed to make me feel good are completely gone from my brain momentarily, and it’s this weird, excruciating pain. I know this sounds silly, since this is what depression is supposed to feel like to begin with, but it’s just really strange. It’s like the worst moments of depression you experience throughout the day, but turned up to 11 for some brief moments. My moments of depression throughout the day also don’t even feel like depression anymore, it’s like I can no longer describe my emotions. It’s just this debilitating mental pain. Ugh.