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hair tearing, brain dissolving, untempered chaos

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anotherkind

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i cant control my brain. its goin fuckn nuts. 2 more bottles of wine to go nd hopin that will calm da storm. r we doomed for life?
 
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It certainly feels like it doesn't it! But no, we are not doomed for life. I hope :cry:

Take care of yourself! I feel such a hypocrit saying thing, but, alcohol doesn't solve anything! x
 
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what are we then? i dont no what to do. so much of the time i feel like my brain is crawling with some kinda disease. like there are bugs swarming, consuming everything that is me. then other times, i feel like fuckin mary ppoppins. i dont get no super power shit. just supreme well-being. doctors aint interested cos i get da grades and function overall. i aint really interested in dem cos all dey got to offer is meds, which in my case jus relieve me o da responsibility to take cotrol o my actions. so im jus caught in da fuckin middle. my brain fuckin feels like ur computer tryin to run dat super fast game or whatever wit a hundred other things goin on nd a virus progressin jus for kicks. da only ting is wine. my only redeemer. all i got right now is this idea of a girl. 1 girl. cant fuckin stop tinkin bout . now i aint sure if it guna go newhere. i get da whole fuckin "friendly" message. chums, but only when it suits. i dont no what to do. half o me wants to marry her, da other wants to tear her fuckin face into shreds. who fuckin knows. who knows.
 
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rockin and singin is only da beginning
 
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