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Pommy
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Hi I have never been on a forum before, or even spoke about this until the past month or so.
For years now I have felt useless, tired and unbelieveablely paranoid. I am scared about everything, it is ruining my relationships and myself, I have been having trouble sleeping and sometimes just stay awake all night.
I know how ridiculous I sound when I mention it but the anxiety just goes around and around and there is no way to stop it. I find no one can understand, and just tell me it is ridiculous, even laughing sometimes etc.
I'm also so so irritable...I'm terrified of pushing my partner away and my family because I trust no one! I just feel exhausted and i can't take it anymore I really can't!!!
I have already been to the doctor and she gave me panic attack pills, these help calm me but don't stop the constant feeling of dread.
I'm scared of being alone, but I am convinced people hate me!!
Damn I feel like I am going insane, like I am about to crack any second. I want to take my brain out and scream at it to shut up!!!

For years now I have felt useless, tired and unbelieveablely paranoid. I am scared about everything, it is ruining my relationships and myself, I have been having trouble sleeping and sometimes just stay awake all night.
I know how ridiculous I sound when I mention it but the anxiety just goes around and around and there is no way to stop it. I find no one can understand, and just tell me it is ridiculous, even laughing sometimes etc.
I'm also so so irritable...I'm terrified of pushing my partner away and my family because I trust no one! I just feel exhausted and i can't take it anymore I really can't!!!
I have already been to the doctor and she gave me panic attack pills, these help calm me but don't stop the constant feeling of dread.
I'm scared of being alone, but I am convinced people hate me!!
Damn I feel like I am going insane, like I am about to crack any second. I want to take my brain out and scream at it to shut up!!!
