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had enough..

letmein

letmein

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not sure i can fight any longer. I'm in so much debt there's no way out. i don't have any money for food right now, but all my bills are paid so tahts a plus.

my mood isn't getting any brighter even on doubled meds. i've not had any "flash" points recently so I am stable just so dam low.


my head is dark, dark thoughts agaisn't myself and other's, violence is raining in my mind. i feel i am going to hrut myself or someone (not has i have attacked now in nearly 18 years) i just fear it.

i have had enough. life can't be this shit all the time.
 
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Why do you feel you need to be 'punished' ? What have you done ?
for being stupid/lazy spending so much we are talking over 25£k UK GBP mostly credit cards and store cards, its like an habit i have to spend. I have maxed out all credit I can get.
 
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I must say it has taken me 20 years to rack up so much debt, it wasn't just over night.
 
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It's not a huge amount, and over 20 years its easily done. I do suggest you speak to a professional and get it sorted. Just do it, you have been talking about this for a long time now.
 
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for being stupid/lazy spending so much we are talking over 25£k UK GBP mostly credit cards and store cards, its like an habit i have to spend. I have maxed out all credit I can get.
Go bankrupt !.. Its what rich people do.. How many times did Donald Trump file for bankruptcy ?

Go to the C.A.B. then file for bankruptcy.... fuck 'em :yuck:
 
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It's not a huge amount, and over 20 years its easily done. I do suggest you speak to a professional and get it sorted. Just do it, you have been talking about this for a long time now.
No it's not a huge amount at all. For Goodness sake, the situation is clearly having an adverse effect on your mental health so get it sorted.

I can't understand why you're dithering about this, the CAB will soon get you sorted.
 
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