- Sep 12, 2016
I keep my feelings of grandeur a super secret from people. It's from the bible and from secret paintings and one I post on here sometimes of a cloud nebulae in the sky. This lead to granduer attacks of insane proportions. Because it came form th bible an the bible is written by dreamers. I couldn't do anything other then secretly thinnk I was just another character in the bible. A certain passage in revelations still to this day holds true for me about the near future. This has caused me to simmultaneously have super long schizoid attacks while I work on what I work on, which is gravity, the tail,and the gyroscope. When I work hard on one of those things now while I'm out of the rabbit hold they usually progress but once I start tripping from grandeur hallucination again I'll just sit there like I'm studying what the voices have said is real and what really is real.