- Mar 12, 2021
- United States
i'm going to try to go back to therapy. i will need to find a new therapist and maybe even be a little bit picky with my selection so i can make sure i will actually get help this time. i'm tired of feeling trapped in my mind like the only way to escape from my thoughts is to disappear... i've spent so much time thinking "is this all there is to life?" and i don't want it to be all there is. i want to be able to enjoy things instead of always having to live my life under a layer of worry and compulsions and unease. i think that i owe it to myself to get better and be able to live a "normal" life.