Going to talk to someone professional

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ConfusedNSad

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OK. I called my psych and got in for later today...in a little while in fact.

I don't know what to say to her. I am scared to death. I don't want to be locked away again (I know I am not a danger to anyone or myself) but I am always afraid to talk to anyone because I have been locked away so many times.

I don't want to stop. I can't stop. I just need to tell someone (and get my anxiety meds refilled, which helps this a LOT)...

Help. I am shaking so bad. My hubby knows NOTHING about this. He doesn't even know I am here on this site. He knows I am obsessed with the movies Backdraft and Towering Inferno...and he knows I love candles, but that wouldn't be enough to suspect a thing. I keep it well hidden. Our room smells like sulfur and candles. I love it so much.

Well...wish me luck!
 
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Hey, CNS, I'm standing with you. You can do this! And things CAN get better.

Let us know how it goes.
 
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ConfusedNSad

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Hey, CNS, I'm standing with you. You can do this! And things CAN get better.

Let us know how it goes.
Not good. The doctor made it sound like I just have this problem between fantasy/reality...and that he never heard of this before. It was a mistake. I really don't want to talk about it anymore. I am probably going to stop posting, as it is all in my head...just as I thought. Sorry to have bothered yall.
 
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