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Going to hell and very worried

Tired Daisy

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My daughter prays all the time and it seems to help she too thinks she’s going to hell but talking to our pastor has helped her
All this primitive thought about God and what "he is" it is really primitive I find Christianity a primitive "cult" and a danger to reality, the Devil has his ways and with a primitive thinking society, evil has great control over the weak. Just saying.
 
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Do they know where the bible came from? I don't think so It came from the havens in a primitive form it means from outta space you know the cosmos where there is other life more advance and some who are less advanced. It was a book bought to Earth but has been rewritten in human understanding for that time and has been rewritten ever since.
 
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Sorry to go off topic I realize that this can be a delicate thread and I apologize for venting and with everybody on this thread I wish the the best in helping each other :hug1:
 
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Hi I'm new here and the title of this post might sound like a joke but it isn't. I hear voices but the problem is they don't come from inside my head, they come from outside. On three occasions they told me something that was going to happen ten seconds before it happened. I'm not talking about "you're going to see a pigeon", I'm talking about three very specific things, like the name of a chemical element on a quiz show. I'd rather not specify as I've told a couple of close friends about them and they could identify me but I am in no doubt that these voices are coming from outside of me. I have seen that there is a spiritual section in this forum but I'm too scared to go in there because I don't want to read anything that will reinforce it.

The voices only say the same few words on constant repeat, but I also get twitches that support the voices and are in response to my thoughts. Eg if a voice says "give" ie give all your money away, I'll get twitched on the right for "that's right". I get thoughts as well as voices, and the thoughts, voices and twitches all back each other up.

Between the thoughts, voices and twitches, I've been told that I will go to hell unless I do what the voices/thoughts/twitches tell me, because they are coming from God, and I have to prove complete obedience to God. Additionally, all my psychotic symptoms only ever came on when I went through a few days of intense prayer, and so now I've finally learned not to say any more prayers. They are trying to make me harm myself and humiliate myself in order to prove complete obedience, and I'm going to hell because I won't do what they tell me. They constantly tell me to give all my savings away, and I have had thoughts about harming myself and humiliating myself and then I get twitched on the right hand side of the body for "that's right". I did give ten thousand pounds away a lot of years ago because of the voices but then I recovered from the psychosis and a man in the CAB helped me get about 90% of it back. But now they want me to do it again and not get it back. I've been sectioned and I took four different drugs at varying points, but even back when I thought the voices were coming from inside my head, the drugs still didn't work.

I absolutely believe that I am supposed to obey them but I'm not doing it and so I'm going to go to hell and I'm terrified. I previously bought materials to kill myself to get away from the voices, but it's only today that they've told me I'm going to hell if I die, so now I don't even know if I can kill myself. I wouldn't have been killing myself any time soon anyway as I live with my elderly mother and I wouldn't leave her but I had plans to kill myself once she had gone.

I'm very distraught because I absolutely believe it's all coming from God and I can't escape it even by dying. I do work but I don't think I'll hold on to my job for much longer after this latest revelation. I'm panicking nearly all day long now, and have the voices/twitches/thoughts to contend with too.

I know there's maybe nobody else in here who thinks they're going to hell, but I just wanted to join in here as it's the only place where I will get coping strategies for the remaining time that I'm alive.
 
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Hi I'm new here and the title of this post might sound like a joke but it isn't. I hear voices but the problem is they don't come from inside my head, they come from outside. On three occasions they told me something that was going to happen ten seconds before it happened. I'm not talking about "you're going to see a pigeon", I'm talking about three very specific things, like the name of a chemical element on a quiz show. I'd rather not specify as I've told a couple of close friends about them and they could identify me but I am in no doubt that these voices are coming from outside of me. I have seen that there is a spiritual section in this forum but I'm too scared to go in there because I don't want to read anything that will reinforce it.

The voices only say the same few words on constant repeat, but I also get twitches that support the voices and are in response to my thoughts. Eg if a voice says "give" ie give all your money away, I'll get twitched on the right for "that's right". I get thoughts as well as voices, and the thoughts, voices and twitches all back each other up.

Between the thoughts, voices and twitches, I've been told that I will go to hell unless I do what the voices/thoughts/twitches tell me, because they are coming from God, and I have to prove complete obedience to God. Additionally, all my psychotic symptoms only ever came on when I went through a few days of intense prayer, and so now I've finally learned not to say any more prayers. They are trying to make me harm myself and humiliate myself in order to prove complete obedience, and I'm going to hell because I won't do what they tell me. They constantly tell me to give all my savings away, and I have had thoughts about harming myself and humiliating myself and then I get twitched on the right hand side of the body for "that's right". I did give ten thousand pounds away a lot of years ago because of the voices but then I recovered from the psychosis and a man in the CAB helped me get about 90% of it back. But now they want me to do it again and not get it back. I've been sectioned and I took four different drugs at varying points, but even back when I thought the voices were coming from inside my head, the drugs still didn't work.

I absolutely believe that I am supposed to obey them but I'm not doing it and so I'm going to go to hell and I'm terrified. I previously bought materials to kill myself to get away from the voices, but it's only today that they've told me I'm going to hell if I die, so now I don't even know if I can kill myself. I wouldn't have been killing myself any time soon anyway as I live with my elderly mother and I wouldn't leave her but I had plans to kill myself once she had gone.

I'm very distraught because I absolutely believe it's all coming from God and I can't escape it even by dying. I do work but I don't think I'll hold on to my job for much longer after this latest revelation. I'm panicking nearly all day long now, and have the voices/twitches/thoughts to contend with too.

I know there's maybe nobody else in here who thinks they're going to hell, but I just wanted to join in here as it's the only place where I will get coping strategies for the remaining time that I'm alive.
I know this an older feed, but I have been experiencing the very same things. With voices that claim to be God that have come on after intense fasting and prayer saying that there os no hope for me. That I am going to hell as soon as my soul leaves my body for an eternity. I have battled with addictions to medications my entire life (it was passed down from my mother and father) and while on those meditations I hurt a lot of people. I lived a completely selfish life- having kids and not caring for them and even also having abortions in my drunken stupor. I am sober today and have my children in my home and have saught God to ask Him for His forgiveness and He denies me forgiveness for going back to medications so many times. The voice would tell me to stay on my knee's for hours and I would. The voice would tell me if I could stay on my knee's until He told me to get off I would have forgiveness. Needless to say I could not. I went day's without eating, sleeping, praying and crying out to God asking forgiveness for all my sins in this life. There is no peace in my heart and I am barely hanging on. For me, it says I will go to the worst part of hell that I have antichrist spirit. It is so hard to keep pushing and walking forward, raising my children and being a good wife with all of this mentall anguish. My life is nothing but regrets, it's like no matter how hard I try to repent for my sins it is filthy rags. I communicate with these voices through my mind. They know my thoughts.
I just need someone to talk to. I feel completely hopeless no matter what.
 
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Okay so if your great sin was neglecting your children and you're putting all your energy into this guilt, aren't you still kind of neglecting them? Is it possible that the best way you could possibly repent would be to put your energy into connecting with your kids? Maybe consider that the voice may not be God at all because God is about kindness and wouldn't He want you to devote yourself to loving the people in your life and healing yourself for them, if not for yourself? Maybe the voice is not God at all but a darker voice in disguise and maybe your test is to tell it I know what I've done and I regret it every minute of my life but instead of wallowing in it I'm going to heal myself and my family and if after all that I end up in hell, so be it.
 
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Hi brokengirl2, didn't some of the prophet (Psalm of David) identified themselves as broken one ?
Might your God give you some teaching worth sharing ?
Does He only get hungry about you or does He have a Light ?

I have learnt to trust every voice I heard like it's reality ( it is as real as the real world but I heard things previous to them happening ).
If you heard a good voice somehow, you still have that reality opened for your future. So I try to be very strong and endure when bad voices are here.

Obviously I have been delivered to a world full of bad spirits from very wicked to very snaky. I try a lot to focus on the love I have for others being (my brothers, people I see light in) and to recall on them. I am mad at them because they let me with inferiors voices.

My opinion is the God that made me a captive for inferior's spirits came out of a bad intention that was on me from earthy people. I managed my relationship with God unto my liberation which, He insisted, can only be done if I accept to face the inferiors spirit until I reach ultimately better state of being.

I too fight a lot hoping for light to shine in myself one day and I struggle everyday for not commiting suicide. Love <3
 
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Don't listen to the voices people end up dying or killing people by listening to their voices, i used to believe mine were alien, some people they are demons or spirits others will say its your own mind playing tricks. Whatever you choose to believe just know it isn't god no matter what they say. Mine said i was Jesus once and promised all this stuff that never happened. From what I can see from these stories the voices try to scare and manipulate us and get us out of being who we were before they entered out lives. I burned myself to prove my alliance to them when it all started and it never made them nicer in fact itl only get worse if they feel they can control you and get you to do things. Hipefully you will get better and they will ease off gradually like mine. You can message me if you want to talk about it
 
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Has any of you guys who experienced voices discovered what was really behind those voices? I am curious to know.

Have you looked into supernatural entities or spirits? Or black magic like Vodo?
 
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Read things like "The God Delusion" by Richard Dawkins, or other similar books. After using a decent amount of logic, you will find that the existence of a god, or anything similar, is highly unlikely to the point of impossible. Once you know that, you can then identify your problem for what it truly is: a mental disorder whose effects on you aren't based on reality.
There is no hell. The voices don't know anything you don't. The reaffirmations you find (for example the voices magically knowing something) are mainly from pattern finding. Once you accept reality the pain won't simply disappear, but it's a leap towards a real solution.
 
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Only tonight I was chatting to a friend who has bipolar and he said when he was unwell he thought he was jesus and was going to be punished for all eternity and I said to him - my diagnosis is schizophrenia but with a bipolar element - anyhow I also thought I was jesus and should be punished for all of eternity...

It strange for me because I never had any kind of religious background so for my brain to be treating myself like this would be rather bizarre and unexplained.
But its important sometimes to actually say these voices are a symptom of how my mental health acts out - there is not truth in these voices - it is simply a delusion of the mind..

I was going to be in hell myself also..

I now dont believe in any such thing as hell - my own personal spiritual view is we will all end up in heaven etc - if there is such thing as a God and He loves all why would he allow some to be in hell - he would not IMO
 
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I don't know what's happened but the psychosis has gone, although not the voices. I got picked up by the police twice in two days for walking around the streets with no shoes on and no coat, and got taken to the hospital the second time. For some weird reason, as soon as I sat on the bed in the A&E cubicle, the entire psychosis vanished but the voices remain. For two solid days I thought the nuclear war was coming and then it all vanished in an instant.

I still believe my voices and the psychosis are caused by evil spirits. I think that's why the whole thing evaporated in an instant. But it's such a relief to no longer believe the war is coming, even if I do still have the voices. I've also gotten rid of the belief that I'm going to hell, which is a great relief.



You are absolutely right Kerome, my voices actually say very little, but I do believe the thoughts come from them as well. The sort of thoughts I've been having over the last couple of days were just so far from the normal me that I don't believe they could have come from me.

I'm feeling a lot braver now that I'm not going to hell so I'm going to go into the alternative perspectives forum and see if anyone else thinks their voices come from evil spirits.
Glad to hear the paranoia has gone away. Trust me you are not going to hell. You are a good person. A good way i find to manage the voices is through music.
 
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