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Going to be accused

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JustARide

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I'm sure something bad is going to happen and I'm going to be blamed for it. I'm off work at the moment because I'm worried I'll do something wrong at work. I know I would never intentionally hurt anyone but I'm so scared that I'm either going to accidentally or something is going to happen and I'll take the blame, especially now some people know I have mental illness. Once someone is known to be paranoid it must be so easy to suggest they are guilty. My medication is not right... but I cant do anything about it without looking mental. I cant talk to anyone about my concerns without looking like I'm even more paranoid! I wish I'd never told anyone anything... I know this is going to end badly. Who can you talk to when you cant even trust your own mind? 😩
 
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Parayana

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@JustARide, it's just the psychosis talking, just try and relax a bit and distract yourself from the thoughts. As for the CMHT well they have heard it all before, you are not your fear, it's no more real than fairy dust.
 
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Parayana

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It took them two years and a few changes in meds to almost completely cure me of my Schizophrenia but it did happen.
 
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JustARide

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Thank you for replying. I'm sorry I shouldnt post stuff. The more I say the worse I feel so I'm going to shut up. Thanks again 👍
 
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linus

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Maybe you are going through a change and this is why it feels bad, keep posting and wait before drawing conclusions
 
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