
Sendy23
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- Nov 11, 2018
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HI there,
I'm new here and I thought I'd write a little just to see where this can go.
So I currently started going therapy (about 3 months ago) and slowly discovered that I might have BPD.
I am still waiting to be referred to a psychiatrist (NHS) and it's making me go crazy.
I used to smoke weed to help myself and it was working but things can get a little crazy so I stopped. I am finding it hard to do anything and not have a breakdown or aggressive outbursts at work... on the way to work... at home.
I can't even sleep properly anymore, I keep on having night sweats, nightmare or just wake up for no reason.
My life just turned up side down and there's so many issues in my head I lose count (which makes me even more irritated), I feel like I don't know anything anymore and everyday I wake up I start all over again; al my work goes out the window.
This is affecting me in every way, with every relationship (not that I have many)
I am so tired and idk if I am ever going to be ok, to be honest I am really starting to lose hope.
I would like to write down everything but I don't even know where to start from.
I was wondering if anyone actually got better with therapy, and if yes, then how does it feel? How much better can you get? Also wondering what medicine works best, was wondering if anyone could tell me what they were prescribed and if you could rate it?
Many Thanks!!

I'm new here and I thought I'd write a little just to see where this can go.
So I currently started going therapy (about 3 months ago) and slowly discovered that I might have BPD.
I am still waiting to be referred to a psychiatrist (NHS) and it's making me go crazy.
I used to smoke weed to help myself and it was working but things can get a little crazy so I stopped. I am finding it hard to do anything and not have a breakdown or aggressive outbursts at work... on the way to work... at home.
I can't even sleep properly anymore, I keep on having night sweats, nightmare or just wake up for no reason.
My life just turned up side down and there's so many issues in my head I lose count (which makes me even more irritated), I feel like I don't know anything anymore and everyday I wake up I start all over again; al my work goes out the window.
This is affecting me in every way, with every relationship (not that I have many)
I am so tired and idk if I am ever going to be ok, to be honest I am really starting to lose hope.
I would like to write down everything but I don't even know where to start from.
I was wondering if anyone actually got better with therapy, and if yes, then how does it feel? How much better can you get? Also wondering what medicine works best, was wondering if anyone could tell me what they were prescribed and if you could rate it?
Many Thanks!!
