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soulsearcher

soulsearcher

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I was a mistake too. I should never have been born. And I want to die but I'm too scared to do it. Why God?
We will never be mistake to God Almighty,
always try to remember that my friend
 
soulsearcher

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soulsearcher is the most amazingest soulsearcher in the whole world :hug:
Nah I'm on a soul searching asking why did my mother call me a mistake?

Maybe she's right because no body gives a s**t about me

I ain't saying it for attention or sympathy but it's true, if I divorced I would have no one, literally no one

I just feel sad as I love a lot,
I mean unconditional love but not matter what i never get that unconditional love back at all

I'm a man and I know it might make me seem weak but I hate feeling unwanted, unloved and uncared for

maybe I'm asking for too much?

I don't know, im just losing hope 😭😭😭
 
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I can really feel for you. My mom routinely said to me, “Boy. If abortion was in 1963, you wouldn’t be here.” I got the same BS from other friends: “She didn’t mean it.” “She was just angry.” No, she wasn’t drunk either and, in fact, doesn’t drink alcohol at all.

my ex-wife (then wife) didn’t believe me either. Until she met my mom and she asked her about it. My mom said to her, “Yes, I meant it and mean it to this day. If I could have aborted him, I would have.”

I have two brothers and a sister. NONE of us talk with our mother and we all hate her for
they way she brought us up.

These issues which started at childhood, continue to haunt me and the OP. Some things in life you just can’t get over or deal with. Especially when you heap more trauma, on top of what already occurred.

I hope the OP finds some sort of resolution.
 
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I can really feel for you. My mom routinely said to me, “Boy. If abortion was in 1963, you wouldn’t be here.”
Jesus Christ...

I'm so sorry for that. I don't even know what to say, it's shocking.

Some people are not cut out to be parents. Love yourself the way she couldn't. You deserve it fully, and so much more.

That goes to you too, @soulsearcher!
 
soulsearcher

soulsearcher

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I can really feel for you. My mom routinely said to me, “Boy. If abortion was in 1963, you wouldn’t be here.” I got the same BS from other friends: “She didn’t mean it.” “She was just angry.” No, she wasn’t drunk either and, in fact, doesn’t drink alcohol at all.

my ex-wife (then wife) didn’t believe me either. Until she met my mom and she asked her about it. My mom said to her, “Yes, I meant it and mean it to this day. If I could have aborted him, I would have.”

I have two brothers and a sister. NONE of us talk with our mother and we all hate her for
they way she brought us up.

These issues which started at childhood, continue to haunt me and the OP. Some things in life you just can’t get over or deal with. Especially when you heap more trauma, on top of what already occurred.

I hope the OP finds some sort of resolution.
wow what a disgusting thing to say to your child

I don't get how any parent could think these sort of things, let alone actually say them 🤦🤷
 
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We will never be mistake to God Almighty,
always try to remember that my friend
True, God loves us. Seek The Lord Jesus Christ, pray/ talk to Him. He really is there for us! Ask Jesus to set you free from anxiety/ depression, be persistent, He hears!
 
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