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GOAL 1 = Quit Drinking

Pixie37

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Hi all,
Well my first goal towards improving my mental health is to quit drinking.
Last night i had my last drink which ended up in only a couple of glasses. I can't drink and take all these meds anymore.
I am on AD's and AP's so i need alcohol out of my system. I'm truly sick of the stuff it just causes more problems. And why put all those nasty chemicals in my body?
So no more drink for me. Now its detox time and time to learn to manage my bpd. :clap:

Pixie :) xx
 
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Go for it. Post here to keep us in touch .
 
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Thanks bortu. And i will post here on my progress :)
 
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I've been thinking about drinking for about 4 hours now :wine:
I want to drink cause i just feel soooo crap and low. I think it will cheer me up for a bit and numb my head and stop the thoughts. But then i'll get all upset and sob and maybe sh. When i'm already upset, restless, sad, hopeless. And then i'd feel physically crap for drinking on top of meds and depressed and annoyed for drinking and regret what i've done again cause of the drink. I am fighting not to drink :(
 
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Fight well Pixie lovely....you owe it to yourself not to get into the destructive cycle you have noted in your post......and you have all of my support and encouragement. Keep posting - it's better than a drink and we are all sparkling!
 
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Thanks i'm trying...its hard :cry:
I remember my nurse says i need a plan for Friday nights (when i've allowed myself a bottle as a treat). Maybe i need a plan for the rest of the day today....thinking...
 
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AAAAArrrggghhh! I hate this its like trying to fight an urge to sh. Thats me totally self destructive. And trying to learn how not to. I can't even think straight. I can't settle at anything today....read my book...have a bubble bath...ladies in lavender at 4.45pm...pot noodle...crackers...i can't decide what order. Wish i could just be knocked out. Drink would do that. Going to make a coffee :tea: I feel lost again. Dont know where i'm going. I'm ill. K can f off my nurse will help me.
 
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Aw Pixie sorry you are struggling so much with the drink honey - I know its hard to give up - In fact I haven;t and they are always on at me to do so too as I take a.p's and a.d's. Keep posting and keep going - you can get through it.

KS
 
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Thanks keepsafe.
I've had a very long bath and used all my nice xmas smelly stuff so i'm all pampered up and relaxed. I'm just having :tea: then i'm off to bed with my :study:
 
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That sounds like a nice relaxing thing to do - could do with relaxing myself too - a bit stressed out today. Mmmmm a warm bath and a nice book does sound inviting.

Enjoy!
KS
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Kindle kindle! I love my kindle. Just got another kindle book......I have decided to do a 'nourish and flourish' three days Pixie. Do you want to join me. You can do anything at all that nourishes your mind/bod/spirit and promotes you to Flourish....Let's all bloom like roses!
 
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Pixies thread but I just wanted to say I wanted a kindle too - didn;t get one but did get some new books, M says kindle was a waste of my money - hey what does M know!

I'm gonna get me a kindle I think - oh roses beautiful.

x
 
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Rose essential oil in the water, with just one drop of Jasmine. Do you know how to have a luxury bath? Put something soft (a big old towel) in the bottom of the bath to lie on. Make sure you have essential oils of choice (though keep away from naked flame of any candles), soft lighting, lashings of more hot water to add, a cup of something good to drink, a bath pillow ( I have to make several trips loaded with supplies for this bath.) Read or wallow....music.....do not wash - this is a luxury bath not a practical one.
Get out when suitably wrinkly and coat yourself in your most luxurious moisture cream.
That is a bath worth taking.
 
Pixie37

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Kindle kindle! I love my kindle. Just got another kindle book......I have decided to do a 'nourish and flourish' three days Pixie. Do you want to join me. You can do anything at all that nourishes your mind/bod/spirit and promotes you to Flourish....Let's all bloom like roses!
Yeah of course i'll join you maxi :) but whats a kindle book? xx
 
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