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Koi1971

Koi1971

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There is a sentence in this song which goes
"And I find it kinda funny, I find it kinda sad,
The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had
". For me, in this moment, I can empathize with this notion. I feel empty, I'm doing things that I like to do, but feel very little joy. When I think about dying it lifts me a bit, I know this is morbid, but the thought of not existing in my head anymore is enticing. I'm not going to hurt myself, I still feel hope, but I haven't written anything in awhile, haven't wanted to, sometimes I'm selfish with my pain. I worry that if I let it out, I'll lose everything.

As always thank you for letting me post.
 
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Tyche

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that line always had me close to tears, happy tears tho, I can relate to the feeling of happiness death brings, almost comforting. I dont want to die either, yet I don't want to be here, but I know I'm not likely to do anything to change that, I have hope for you aswell. There's always tomorrow. Stay strong, you're not alone ♡♡♡
 
Koi1971

Koi1971

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that line always had me close to tears, happy tears tho, I can relate to the feeling of happiness death brings, almost comforting. I dont want to die either, yet I don't want to be here, but I know I'm not likely to do anything to change that, I have hope for you aswell. There's always tomorrow. Stay strong, you're not alone ♡♡♡
Thank you, it's been a difficult couple of weeks, I hope I'm able to see my way through this crap. Funny that sad music helps.
 
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