Just lost one of my best friends I met online , now I feel so alone , it was all because I said what was on my mind - I didn't think I would loose him , can't stop thinking of him. He hasn't been in contact with me at all and I am so upset , I really wanted to see him too but that won't happen . I duno how he is or anything , I feel so stressed a d I know I definitely shouldn't bottle this up like I have done in the past . And I feel bit angry and confused . I don't have alot of friends so it's hard to get on with life with out this lad hope he doesn't read this but if you do please talk to me again - it's hard to express things for me so at least I have expressed this which is a start .