Found peace

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Stu

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Feel so much better this week.

I've accepted probably for the first time in myself. That maybe the most I can achieve is where I am now. And this is the best I will ever be.

And giving up on everything is what I've needed to do to find peace. I'm a total failure and that is my place in life.

Once I have actually come to terms with it, I have actually become more productive than I ever have.

I hate my job I hate my wanker boss. But I'm trapped and that feeling of despair is never going to leave me.

It will always surround me. I've now accepted my life will always be this shit.

And I actually feel happier. All the pressure has gone.

It's good. Found peace in myself
 
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Unique1

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Hi
It's good you feel better,
Like you feel better, things can improve.

Sometimes things in life change when we least expect.

:hug1:

With all good wishes to you.
Unique xx
 
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loner35

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Hello again.

You know. I think I've been walking around since I was 16 with dysthymia... So, I know that kind of talk and feeling of despair very well when I see it. It's what I told myself for like 15 years or more. It never made me feel happy, at all. If it floats your boat though, glad to hear it. Maybe since you're feeling better some motivation might start to creep back in to your mentality and you can start to take yourself seriously?
 
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Crazy Lady In Stanton

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You never know what good things may happen to you in the future. Life is full of surprises. :hug1:
 
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Stu

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Thank you all much appreciated.

i no longer believe things will improve.

If I give up trying I can no longer feel stressed for failing again.

My happiness is to accept my place in society. And I will be.

Thanks again.