- Jun 18, 2019
I have to force myself to be social when all I want to do is eat, sleep and lay in bed. Watch some TV passively too. I made a new friend and all I feel is anxiety when she calls. I don't like going out for drinks with co-workers because my life is so boring, I have never been in a relationship at 44 and I don't want to reveal my asexuality to them. Can anyone else relate? Lonely, but unable to take advantage of opportunities to socialize.