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doopiedoo
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- Sep 27, 2009
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I've just found your forum and thought I'd give it a go. I'm 27 year old female who has been struggling with depression for about a year - at times I've felt like I'm loosing the plot and the men in whites coats will be out to get me soon
I suffer with bdd and I also have a major inferioty complex, I've lost all of my confidence and things that used to come easily to me now seem so complicated and out of reach.
I can't even confidently ask for something in a shop anymore - I stutter and jumble my words. I'm only just managing to hold down a job - it's a job that I've only had for 3 months and I know that I could be doing it soooooo much better than I am, I'm just so scared or fucking up it sends me into states of panic where I'm blinded by fear. I feel like I'm looking through fog all of the time, I'm always aching and I feel like I've lost myself. I also think that everyone thinks I'm really weird - this isn't imagined, they do, I've acted pretty strangley of late and I'm so painfully shy - someone told me I come across as being really stuck up and like a total cow - not how I feel at all! Anyones input, shared experiences, tales of recovery etc, etc, anything! is so welcome. Thanks 


