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originallygriggs
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- Joined
- Mar 14, 2009
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hello,
joined because I find strangers more trustworthy and have little to no trust in anyone I know.
I don't think much to anything or anyone anymore. I just feel as though my heads got a bubble inside instead of a brain, like my personality has been completely errased. I'm just blank.
I find it really awkward in social situations, I just never have anything to say and find it hard to relate or make conversation. It leaves me feeling completely deflated and dull. I constantly feel like a tag along and am very suspicious of peoples thoughts towards me, I just do not gel. I haven't even spoken a word to my parents in a while, depsite living under the same roof. I just feel like nobody has the desire to talk to me or know me, like they get very bored of me quickly.
This aren't new feelings, I was hospitalized after a large overdose a few years ago but was released an overnight stay because i found the psychyratrist very easy to get around as i had no desire to stay there. Things have gotten progressively worse, it was possibly not the best move. But i couldn't understand anyones accents and i found i couldn't even muster up the inituative to try.
I've lost appetite and am inpatient. I find myself doing a complete 360 from being silent to aggresive, i just seem to see red and i cant stop myself.
I don't know.
joined because I find strangers more trustworthy and have little to no trust in anyone I know.
I don't think much to anything or anyone anymore. I just feel as though my heads got a bubble inside instead of a brain, like my personality has been completely errased. I'm just blank.
I find it really awkward in social situations, I just never have anything to say and find it hard to relate or make conversation. It leaves me feeling completely deflated and dull. I constantly feel like a tag along and am very suspicious of peoples thoughts towards me, I just do not gel. I haven't even spoken a word to my parents in a while, depsite living under the same roof. I just feel like nobody has the desire to talk to me or know me, like they get very bored of me quickly.
This aren't new feelings, I was hospitalized after a large overdose a few years ago but was released an overnight stay because i found the psychyratrist very easy to get around as i had no desire to stay there. Things have gotten progressively worse, it was possibly not the best move. But i couldn't understand anyones accents and i found i couldn't even muster up the inituative to try.
I've lost appetite and am inpatient. I find myself doing a complete 360 from being silent to aggresive, i just seem to see red and i cant stop myself.
I don't know.