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Sparklypurplepaws

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I'm in a constant battle with my own mind.
Shall I end it all?
Surely the fight is a sign that I have doubts?
 
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No to end it all, its worth the fight.

I hope you are going to be ok, I understand completely ((((hugs)))
xxx
 
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Don't end it all honey. It is worth hanging on in there. I hope you feel better soon. :hug: xx
 
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dont end it all :hug1:
 
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How are you doing???? Worried about you
 
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I'm doing rubbish - have plans for tomorrow. I got through yesterday by sleeping but I'm not sure that'll keep working x
 
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Please don;t hurt yourself. Life sure is a struggle, I know this myself, but we are worth something. You are worth a lot and I am sure you mean a lot to a lot of people.

Love
KS
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I'm sorry your struggling, please don't hurt yourself. Can you plan some nice things to do to distract you? I know it's not easy am thinking of you and hoping you get through safely. :hug: xx
 
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I'm really struggling here - I tried talking to my best friend about it, and she was supportive but said we'll sit down properly at the weekend and talk things through.
I don't think I can last that long
 
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I'm at the depths of despair - selfishly not thinking about my children, which feeds the guilt , not worthy cycle in me
 
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Is there anyone else you can call and talk it through with? What about Samaritans?
It is good your friend is willing to talk about it with you did you explain that you couldn't wait until the weekend?
I hope you will be okay can you try to distract yourself a bit from the thoughts? I know it isn't easy when it feels all consuming. I am thinking of you :hug: xx
 
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Dear Sparkly, please try to hold on. I know what despair is like, but remember it ebbs and flows, it doesn't stay at the sme intensity all the time. Can you do something to distract yourself? Maybe go where there are other people, even sit in a cafe or somewhere, so you are not on your own.

Sarah xxx
 
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I must admit the thought of my little boy growing up without me is usually enough. I tend to opt for distraction too. Maybe go window shopping? Even treat yourself. Take your children out somewhere?
 
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