- Sep 20, 2019
I've been very suicidal recently for the first time in years. It partly has to do with having an eating disorder. But also because I have become very depressed, feeling like I'm not worth anything and don't see the point. I go from not eating for long periods of time to eating too much. I can't get out of bed. I barely have the motivation to do basic things like get dressed. I've thought about getting a counsellor but again I don't see the point as I don't think there's any solution. I don't see the point in living anymore. I also want to get counselling just to have someone to talk to about these things to get it off my chest as I don't want to dump all my problems on my friends. Is it worth it getting a counsellor just to be able to talk about these things even though I don't have any intentions to stop feeling suicidal?