- Apr 8, 2020
- New England
It starts out with bad anxieties then it hits me with server depression it is kind of like I am depressed because I am anxious.You know what i mean i called my shrink so i can still do the visit over the phone which is good i told the girl with this virus thing i just dont feel comfortable going out she said it was fine and it would be over the phone,I had a lousy night I could only sleep for one hour I was all to rattled to go to sleep then when i did fall back to sleep it was only for two hours I tried watching tv working on the computer but I was so upset .I am itching like crazy I was told by one of my doctors that anxieties can make u itch. I feel like I need a bath but I dont because I just washed.it is on my arms.I do feel a wee bit better that I called my doctor.Still I just dont understand why this happens out of the blue from nowhere the anxieties and depression comes.I cannnot seem to have anxieties anymore without having depression and now i am seeing black things like shadows they disappear after a few seconds yes I was told that was anxieties.I cannot even go outside because it is just way to hot and humid out there .This itching all started after I got a sunburn.I am sure it will stop. WHat can u do it gets to be so frustrating..Sometimes I can be just laying there and i break down and cry.I have bipolar too. along with a mood disorder.I hate being like this why cant i be normal just like everyone else?