- Oct 17, 2021
- Hove, Brighton and Hove
Hi all.. this is the first time I've ever used this forum. I have no one to talk to in my life who understands depression. Consequently they don't have time for it so I keep it bottled up and end up feeling even more sad & isolated. I'm 31 and have never had an adult relationship (last relationship was when I was 20) all my friends are in seemingly happy relationships with kids, nice houses, good jobs etc. I am really messed up in my head which makes it so hard to date and have successful relationships. I live a lie constantly because I don't want people to see that I'm actually a miserable, really depressed person. I think I'm unsuccessful with relationships because I'm living a lie & not being my true self. I just feel so sad & hopeless pretty much every day. I often wonder what the point of living like this is & I'm so sad that I've got to that point. I hate that I feel like this. Can anyone relate?