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Feeling so alone all the time

Justafriend95

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Sorry people had a really hard night.. ended in taking oxazepam and getting high (official I don't use that anymore)
 
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I can't handle today! I don't want to eat or do anything.. I'm stay in bed today FUCK THIS FUCKING WORLD!

I dont want to do it today..
 
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Day 1: Fasting
Breakfast ✅
Lunch ✅

I'm going to do this just a few days. Make time to think about how to get out of my negative circle..
And to focus on my religion.

I will drink tea and water so no panic 🤣
Wish me luck 🌹
 
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I'm dying my hair red again.. just because I feel like it.. when I shower everything is red. Something in me gets relaxt.. is juist Paint but it's beautiful..

Red strokes dripping down on to the floor in to the pipe.. just breath and relax..
 
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And now I understand why I got this euphoric feeling. I forgot my meds 😅
 
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I feel like there is something missing in my life.. it makes me want to quit.. feel like o need to talk only don't know about what..

I am so restless ass shit..
 
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First day of group therapy.. it's kinda slow idk..
I'm the youngest and it just like idk..

I got a headach
 
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I failed my best friend. Did sh on a dangerous space he told me to never sh again.. and I did

I just hope I don't lose him because he saved my life a lot of times..

@simonr1978 I'm so so sorry.. I told you before I don't deserve you as my friend. I'm sorry for wasting your time last week's.. I'm really doing bad again.

Please know nothing what I do to myself is your fault okay! I'm going to try to fall asleep..

I'm not in danger right now.. so don't worry okay?
I hope tomorrow will be better
 
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You've not failed me at all, don't think that for a second and you don't get to lose me that easily. :p

You've not wasted a single second of my time, I've told you too that I would be here for you and I meant every word. I hope tomorrow will be better for you too and you're able to get a good sleep. I hope we can talk again tomorrow.
 
Justafriend95

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Don't feel like going to group therapy the hole day.I feel like I want to punch thing and hurt myself..

Just want to pass out..
Just 😤😤😤😤😤😤
 
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