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Feeling so alone all the time

simonr1978

simonr1978

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Hi Justafriend95. Loved the pictures I really believe you have a natural talent with photograph. I also think your pictures keep you safe and warm inside. Please keep posting pictures.
I strongly agree that Justafriend95 is very talented and have told Justafriend95 that too.
 
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Dorf

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You only have one mom, I wish mine was still alive, sadly I lost both parents years ago. They forgive us unconditionally and you'll never have such a relationship with anyone else who would love you so much. She has your best interests at heart, call her..
 
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Dorf

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So my mom saw my hands and got angry at me for shelf harming.. now I need to call her.. yeah girl not going to do that 🤣

Kinda upset she got so angry/mad.. but I survive..
Even my grandma was more understanding today..

You only have one mom, I wish mine was still alive, sadly I lost both parents years ago. They forgive us unconditionally and you'll never have such a relationship with anyone else who would love you so much. She has your best interests at heart, call her..
 
Justafriend95

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You only have one mom, I wish mine was still alive, sadly I lost both parents years ago. They forgive us unconditionally and you'll never have such a relationship with anyone else who would love you so much. She has your best interests at heart, call her..
I understand what your saying and I looked like IDC. But I do I just can't talk to her that well. She is an emotion speaker and can't controle it so it's more harm than help..

I'm always honest with her tho
 
Justafriend95

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Happy bday to me 🤮🤮🤮🤮
Want to self harm so bad.. I can't handle this fucking shit. I had this day already 😭😭
 
Justafriend95

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My best friend is in Cyprus. The place where I had to be today, the place we wanted to go and have fun. But because of my mental health I couldn't..

She called this morning wishing me á happy birthday. It was so sweet of her, but when she hang up the phone I broke down.. I I'm really upset.. I had to be there.. it was my time to do something fun..

Now I'm really in my fucking house.. going to fucking health Care.. I feel suicidal.. 😓 I won't but the thoughts are there. I feel so 🤮
 
Justafriend95

Justafriend95

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Tonight I have my bday party.. pretty nervous about that.. it's just 5 people but it feels like a lot..

Today I fixed group therapy for 6 weeks.. I'm nervous about that..
 
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