Feeling so alone all the time

[Zoe1]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUSTAFRIEND !

 

[simonr1978]

Hi Justafriend95. Loved the pictures I really believe you have a natural talent with photograph. I also think your pictures keep you safe and warm inside. Please keep posting pictures.

I strongly agree that Justafriend95 is very talented and have told Justafriend95 that too.

 

[simonr1978]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUSTAFRIEND !

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(Not till tomorrow)

 

[Justafriend95]

Made some bracelets

 

[Dorf]

You only have one mom, I wish mine was still alive, sadly I lost both parents years ago. They forgive us unconditionally and you'll never have such a relationship with anyone else who would love you so much. She has your best interests at heart, call her..

 

[Dorf]

So my mom saw my hands and got angry at me for shelf harming.. now I need to call her.. yeah girl not going to do that

Kinda upset she got so angry/mad.. but I survive..
Even my grandma was more understanding today..

You only have one mom, I wish mine was still alive, sadly I lost both parents years ago. They forgive us unconditionally and you'll never have such a relationship with anyone else who would love you so much. She has your best interests at heart, call her..

 

[Zoe1]

awesome bracelets Friend

 

[Justafriend95]

You only have one mom, I wish mine was still alive, sadly I lost both parents years ago. They forgive us unconditionally and you'll never have such a relationship with anyone else who would love you so much. She has your best interests at heart, call her..

I understand what your saying and I looked like IDC. But I do I just can't talk to her that well. She is an emotion speaker and can't controle it so it's more harm than help..

I'm always honest with her tho

 

[Justafriend95]

Happy bday to me
Want to self harm so bad.. I can't handle this fucking shit. I had this day already

 

[Justafriend95]

I hate this day

 

[Coreen]

I hate this day

I hope your day gets better. Happy birthday to you, btw. Your bracelets are so cool! Take good care of yourself today.

 

[Justafriend95]

I hope your day gets better. Happy birthday to you, btw. Your bracelets are so cool! Take good care of yourself today.

Thank you

 

[Justafriend95]

My best friend is in Cyprus. The place where I had to be today, the place we wanted to go and have fun. But because of my mental health I couldn't..

She called this morning wishing me á happy birthday. It was so sweet of her, but when she hang up the phone I broke down.. I I'm really upset.. I had to be there.. it was my time to do something fun..

Now I'm really in my fucking house.. going to fucking health Care.. I feel suicidal.. I won't but the thoughts are there. I feel so

 

[Justafriend95]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUSTAFRIEND !

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Thank you

 

[Justafriend95]

Tonight I have my bday party.. pretty nervous about that.. it's just 5 people but it feels like a lot..

Today I fixed group therapy for 6 weeks.. I'm nervous about that..