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Feeling so alone all the time

Justafriend95

Justafriend95

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Damn sorry to hear that

Take Care of yourself

You tried talking to someone? Maybe your husband?
I talked to my husband when I was less angry. He understood why I was so angry and frustrated. He switched directly and we had a fun night together. I even laught.. for people that don't know me. I don't do that often anymore..

So I'm sort of okay for now. 💪🏼 Thanks for the support
 
Justafriend95

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Im scared my parents will notice..
And don't want to have any discussion
 
Justafriend95

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I'm so alone.. feel like sh again...
Nobody fucking cares anyway.. want to do it more bad than I ever did.. because why fk care..
 
Mayflower7

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Hi,
We care here really.
Does distraction help?
 
Justafriend95

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I have so much to do.. get a panic attack again.
Feel sick..

Tomorrow is my bday.. but I don't celebrate it.. why should I.. don't want to be 24 at all.. all those extra expectations
 
Justafriend95

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I'm feeling like I'm there but I'm also not. Like I am living in an other world..
 
RicharDragon

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Sometimes it helps just to have someone outside of your relationship to just vent with and be a sounding board. I can relate to your loneliness though I am no longer married...
 
Justafriend95

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Sometimes it helps just to have someone outside of your relationship to just vent with and be a sounding board. I can relate to your loneliness though I am no longer married...
I'm sorry.. we don't deserve that
 
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Hi Justafriend95. Loved the pictures I really believe you have a natural talent with photograph. I also think your pictures keep you safe and warm inside. Please keep posting pictures.

I have 4 dogs-way too many can not just get up and go somewhere for a length of time. Hope you are feeling better Hugs Jules
 
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No I don't know..
I wish that I knew..


I'm married to. It's difficult isn't it. My husband doesn't really understand

I have to say, my husband works really hard, but a lot. I think I miss the patner in crime a bit.. feel like I have to do this all alone..
My partner doesn't understand how it feels to have anxiety and so he has no sympathy for how it affects me. I so wish he could have a taste of it for even a week to see how it can affect your life
 
Justafriend95

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My partner doesn't understand how it feels to have anxiety and so he has no sympathy for how it affects me. I so wish he could have a taste of it for even a week to see how it can affect your life
I understand. It's super hard for them to understand us and for us to deal with the fact they just don't understand.

I wish that to for my husband sometimes..
 
Justafriend95

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So my mom saw my hands and got angry at me for shelf harming.. now I need to call her.. yeah girl not going to do that 🤣

Kinda upset she got so angry/mad.. but I survive..
Even my grandma was more understanding today..
 
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