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bluebell24
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- Aug 7, 2009
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It's four months since a really important friendship ended. Yet I am still devestated and finding myself in tears again.
Other things have been improving ... meds working, found a job ... but just can't get over the lost friendship. I miss him so much and the experience now scares me when thinking of new friendships; I don't think I could trust anyone so much again nor trust myself not to make the same mistakes and become over dependant and over bearing.
I wish I hadn't messed things up. Hate having lost someone so funny & kind. Too sad : (
Other things have been improving ... meds working, found a job ... but just can't get over the lost friendship. I miss him so much and the experience now scares me when thinking of new friendships; I don't think I could trust anyone so much again nor trust myself not to make the same mistakes and become over dependant and over bearing.
I wish I hadn't messed things up. Hate having lost someone so funny & kind. Too sad : (