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feeling really low again x

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HI Fairy Lu, I wondered how you were doing.


Couldn't you contact somebody within your cmht, I do apologise Lu remembering what I've read in the past, I do feel, you need to seek medical mental health guidance.


I am sorry to hear this.


Take care, and under the circumstances, welcome back.

Natalie.
 
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im sorry youre not feeling well of late, i hope things improve for you soon.....keep up posting on the forum for support!
 
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so worried about so much
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and i cant talk about it because it involves someone else
well some of it does

im worried about my dad with dementia who i have a bad history with who is now in hospital deteriorating

my sister whos children were adopted

my aunt who looks after me is 92 soon and has heart failure

plus other stuff as i say i cant really talk about

i lots of the time dont know what to do with myself and so badly want to hurt myself to regain some control

i have taken 3 overdoses in the last 2 weeks

oh and im worried because i have to have smear test and mummy got cancer the first time when she was my age and i might have the gene

yes life is perfect for Lu x
 
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Hi Lu,
I'm sorry your struggling and have lots of worries at the moment.
We are here for you anytime.
I hope your aunt will be okay.
Ask for a chaperone when you have your smear, they can help reassure you.
I know life must seem hard, things usually get better.
Sending hugs
 
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so worried about so much
:low:
and i cant talk about it because it involves someone else
well some of it does

im worried about my dad with dementia who i have a bad history with who is now in hospital deteriorating

my sister whos children were adopted

my aunt who looks after me is 92 soon and has heart failure

plus other stuff as i say i cant really talk about

i lots of the time dont know what to do with myself and so badly want to hurt myself to regain some control

i have taken 3 overdoses in the last 2 weeks

oh and im worried because i have to have smear test and mummy got cancer the first time when she was my age and i might have the gene

yes life is perfect for Lu x
Please don't overdose again Lu and come on here to talk to us.

We love and care about you.
 
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how can i explain to my doctor in some ways life is better but i still feel really ill?
its like you get happiness in your life and you are meant to be cured x

been sleeping so much didnt get up until one and then slept from 6 to 8 pm xx
 
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how can i explain to my doctor in some ways life is better but i still feel really ill?
its like you get happiness in your life and you are meant to be cured x

been sleeping so much didnt get up until one and then slept from 6 to 8 pm xx
You just tell your doctor exactly what you told us. I'm sorry you still feel ill. Sounds like maybe you have a little further to go on your journey but you will get there. You have come so so far. Think back to your past and where you were many years ago, and that now you have more happiness in your life. That means in the future you will have even mooore happiness!
Sleep as much as you need, rest is important
 
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Hi Lu,
I know exactly how you feel, you are meant to be happy and everyone sees you as happy, yet all you feel is worse.
Please don't overdose anymore, you know it's not good for you and that it could hurt you seriously and we really do not want our special fairy to leave us.
Sleep is good right now, it means you are healing, and your body needs the time to rest and recover.
I hope everything is okay with other people in your life. You cannot worry too much about things you cannot do anything about, it time to look after you.
Take care
xx Poppy
 
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thanks so much x
got a witheld phone call earlier so am panicking im thinking it was the social as we are changing over to universal credit
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hope you are all ok x love Lu x
 
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It was probably just some rubbish wanting to sell you things. I don't know if you have one Lu, but we bought a call guardian phone. Those who phone regular are put in like "contacts" on your mobile, everyone else has to announce themselves (the DR says XXX medical centre) and you accept the call. If they don't leave a message then it wasn't important.
It has made life so much easier.
 
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