- Apr 14, 2020
- Queens, NY
I was in college for a bit but I was going through OCD and not knowing what I want to do in life and couldn’t do college. Since than I’ve been in therapy, went to Colombia for six months and than came back to the States and got help for my OCD. Now I’ve been better and I tried to go to a culinary school which it had a hospitality program and the course was 6 months. I only did two months because I’ve been going through anxiety about doing group work but was nervous and I got paranoid easily. I’ve been in therapy for my social anxiety and general mental health stuff since October. I was looking for work than COVID-19 came and my plans got hold back. My mom bought me plane tickets to go to Colombia in August with her to spend a month there. Hopefully we can go due to this pandemic but now it’s look it’s what the future holds for me for the next few months and after I return from Colombia in September. With this pandemic, I don’t know what I want in life. I want to get better and stuff, but since I have no work experience and basically dropout out of college in 2017. I feel like I’m alone and ashamed.