- Feb 26, 2015
Hi, I was diagnosed BPD 5 years ago privately but never 'did' anything with the diagnosis although I had treatment for addiction which greatly improved my life. My life cometely turned around and I found peace and success in some areas but lately I gr i to a relationship with a man I love who supports me well but it triggered so much inside me like fears of being abandoned and some of the behaviours began again I.e self harm depression etc. I am currently away on a work trip and its only been two days but I feel so empty and distant from my life and like my relationship never happened even though we have been together a year, and I can't seem to carry any feelings of safety or love away with me when I'm not with him. I'm struggling wih this and this trip is really hard and I feel very alone and was wondering if anyone has any words of support or advise?