Hi
@mentallyillshallowandlonely I’m sorry to hear you are going through that and that no one understand your struggles. It also becomes extra hard when your parent don’t understand or can be a support.
There are really good people within the bipolar forum that understand what you are going through. So you will be able to find people that will understand you and your struggles and not be alone. Also try to seek professional help and talk about your struggles.
I will post a list of numbers that could be useful when feeling suicidal and you can also read two informative pages on the forum about
suicidal crises and a personal written story by one of the staff on
bipolar disorder.
If you’re thinking about suicide and are in immediate danger, please call your local emergency number (i.e. in the UK call 999, in the USA or Canada call 911, in Australia call 000 and in New Zealand call 111) or call the international emergency number of 112.
If you have been affected by the contents of this thread and would like to speak to someone about your feelings you can call one of the following helplines:
In the UK and Ireland, the Samaritans can be contacted on 116 123.
In the US, the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline is 1-800-273-8255.
In Canada, the Suicide Prevention Service on 1.833.456.4566.
In Australia, the crisis support service Lifeline is on 13 11 14.
In New Zealand, the Need to Talk service is on 1737 or 080017371737.
Other international helplines can be found at
www.befrienders.org.