- May 1, 2020
I am so lonely. My social phobia has turned almost to agoraphobia. I get so lonely. I keep on looking online on dating sites. I found someone who seemed interested just to ignore me after a few days. I got too happy that someone was going to be my friend and when it stopped I feel so depressed. I am so lonely. I feel like there is no hope for me for anything. I can’t go out and get a job or drive or make friends. All I look forward to is finding love which seems like it will never Happen. I can’t handle myself. I don’t like my own company. I feel I have nothing to offer. I fantasize about love and relationships and feel I would be a good lover that’s all. I know it’s stupid. I don’t have any goals or passions. I lost interest in everything but finding love.