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I've done so many horrible things in the past... I think about what I've done 24/7 7/7. I can't really get away from it. I've been forgiven by the people I hurt but there are some things that I've done that can't be forgiven by anyone. I feel like life really isn't worth living anymore. Everyone thinks I'm such a great person but I'm really not. I don't know what to do. I want to help people. I want to make people happy but I feel like it doesn't count or I'm being fake because I've been bad in the past. I've so many things on my plate. I'm gonna explode.
I'm distancing myself from everyone again. I can't talk to them. I feel like I need to be completely isolated from everyone so no one finds out how evil I am. My paranoia tells me to do so. What if people can read my mind and run to tell everyone I'm evil? I need to stay away from people.
I'm distancing myself from everyone again. I can't talk to them. I feel like I need to be completely isolated from everyone so no one finds out how evil I am. My paranoia tells me to do so. What if people can read my mind and run to tell everyone I'm evil? I need to stay away from people.