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missymarie5

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i have been in and out of hospital since i was young as a result of harming myself because i couldnt understand my own thoughts.I find public situations awkward and feel like everyone thinks i wierd..i panick and have suffered from anxiety attacks. I also feel like i dont know who.i am sometimes like i lost my personality along the way and i struggle tp remember what makes me laugh and what im about. i get really confused and sometimes sleep for days because i cant cop with my own.brain. I have seen so many ppl via the hospital but each time put into therapy for anxiety. i believe after reading about bpd that this is what i have but dont know if im write or npt. struggling tp.understand why this is happening n why im being ignored..just need some advice or someone to talk to atm. need them to understand that im going a bit mad and need to get and not waste my time. the proper help
 
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sounds to me that you know yourself quite well. it doesn't matter which label you have you still you.
sending:hug1:
 
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I'm very socially awkward too. And I think people always think I'm weird. Have you been diagnosed with anything except anxiety? Hugs to you! I hope coming here helps you as well.
 
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I know this all too well. :unsure:
While having BPD, I too suffer with panic attacks and it can be down right embarrassing in public. I hate when I have them at work because it's just so abrupt and it gets people talking.. I remember a few months ago I was on the bus and I forgot my music/headphones.. The whole time on it I felt self conscious and judged by everyone around me. When the bus started to fill up and I noticed no one sat beside me I felt terrible and negative thoughts just rushed into my head. I had to get off next stop because it was getting out of hand.. In any sort of social environment that I start to feel uncomfortable I usually find a way to distract myself. I like to use music or drawing because they work best to my hobbies and help me pull myself out. Whatever comforts you most positively, maybe a hobby or even just a small task that would require most of your attention. I would say give it a try and see how it goes.

Just know you're not alone in these struggles. If you ever need advice about stuff like this or even just a ear to listen, you're more than welcome to message me here.
Hope it helps.
 
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