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Feeling I need to start over

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Awasteofskin

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Joined
Sep 15, 2019
Messages
75
Location
USA
I've made a complete ass of myself and looked like an idiot for far too long.

Being in food sucks and I feel like I'm just there to be looked down at and the butt of all jokes about shitty career choices.

I don't know what to do. Maybe push carts or something I don't know, I need to not be able to screw up my interactions anymore. I hate being on a team and trying to put up with people and I just feel as though I'm too rude and honest and brutal for anything that involving serving the public.

I'm always going to be low income and be a disappointment cause I can't communicate properly so fuck it might as well just avoid talking to most people if I can help it. Avoid as much interaction as possible.

Ironically posting it on a fourm too I guess.

However I'm terrible with job interviews and it's amazing I ever get hired in the 1st place(mostly by incompetent people).
 
Juglooma

Juglooma

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Jul 29, 2019
Messages
3
Location
London
What's stopping you from doing it? My uncle said me something that I keep always in my mind: "Listen to others but always do what you think it's better". If you feel that this is the right thing - do it.
 
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Awasteofskin

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Joined
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Messages
75
Location
USA
What's stopping you from doing it? My uncle said me something that I keep always in my mind: "Listen to others but always do what you think it's better". If you feel that this is the right thing - do it.
Mostly income I make a good amount for the basic skills I do but don't like having to talk.
 
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