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Feeling horrible every day

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oneplus

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Hello! Excuses in advance if my grammar isn't great, English is not my first language.🙂
My diagnosis is high functioning autism and ADD, but that's not really what I wanted to talk about. I've been feeling so low for years. I was at my worst at my 13th (I'm 20 now) I was admitted to some sort of mental hospital for a year because my depression was so severe. I was actually diagnosed with it but now everyone's like it's gone. My therapist says its probably just part of me.. I handle some things better , but it just feels like I'm going to break every moment. I will be done with this one day. I have barely any activities to do, I just don't have energy for it. I lie in bed almost the whole day. And when I come out I start gaming and go back to bed when I'm done. This has been going on for years, while also parts of struggling with alcohol abuse. (I've been clean for like 8 months now), actually a LOT of bad things happened in the meantime, and I almost killed myself a few times. I barely go outside, I have terrible anxiety. Social anxiety but also at home I get bad anxiety. I've tried therapies, medicines but nothing really worked. I'm just sick of it. I wonder what's wrong with me? I've really tried my best to better my life but nothing makes me happy anymore. I'm not looking for a diagnosis and I'm definitely not self diagnosing but I can't help but wonder why this never goes away , no matter what I do? Thank you for reading
 
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oneplus

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Also im kind of in a "good" period right now, in comparison to a few months ago and some other "periodes" but even when I'm at my "best" I still feel like I'm done with life and don't have any energy
 
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Johntron9999

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Are u taking any medication now? SSRIs can cause a blunting effect and cause cognition issues
 
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