- Mar 2, 2019
Thinking too deeply about feelings for bf again and analyzing them. I have to stop that. I just wanna live my life and be brave enough to just let what needs to happen happen. It’s hard for me to do. I want to make us fit. But we’re so different. My love for him is still real right? I’m not just like forcing it? I don’t think I am. I need more confidence. I need to know ME. I’m traveling with friends this weekend and “with friends Rose” is not “with bf Rose”. Different girl. What if friend Rose is better or more real? Scary thought.