- May 25, 2020
I always feel like something is missing inside me. All my life I have felt odd, out of place and alone. I carry a lonely feeling in my heart. Now I have a wonderful partner. There are times we are together that I feel okay but then the feeling comes back. Today that emptyness has been there all day. I can understand why I used to have the feeling but now that I am loved it is strange it has not gone away. I try filling it with food, spending money. These things work for a short time. Is this something that just never goes?